Part XIII: Good Times Bad Times
Jade’s P.O.V.
I walked down the stairs with suitcases, tripping over myself several times in my ridiculous stupor. Just as I got to the bottom step I caught a flashing glimpse of Jimmy running to the elevator. My heart jumped in my chest and the lump in my throat grew bigger and more tears fell from my eyes like rain from the dark clouds, lingering in the angered sky.
When the doors closed I inhaled deeply and continued along the floor to the big doors of the exit. Just as I stepped out Jonesy hopped out of a car. He looked down at the suitcases gripped in my hands then back up to me with creased eyebrows.
“Oh Jade don’t do this. Don’t leave.” He said quickly stepping toward me. “Is Jimmy here? Did you talk to him?”
“I saw him going to the elevator.” I managed.
He lifted his hand to wipe the tears from cheek. “Love he didn’t mean it.”
I looked down to the groud and sighed.
“Come on.” He nodded to the car. He grabbed my bags and placed the in the trunk then guided me onto the leather seat. “Take us around the block for a little.” He said to the driver then clased the door for privacy.
“I thought you werent coming to the show.” He wondered aloud.
“I was bored, a little randy.” I laughed one hard laugh.
“Well that’s quite the outfit to wear for such an occassion.” He smiled crookedly nodding down at the atire. “I can barely resist.”
I smiled. He was always so good with words. Always knew what to say.
“I know you don’t want to leave. But I also know you deserve better than this. Its a hard life. Not just for us but for you.” He brushed my cheek with the back of his hand. “We all love you, you know. You are the most amazing girl we have seen Jimmy with. He was lost tonight. Could barely play he was so consumed by the whole situation. I thought he was going to just stop and leave.” He paused looking astonished at the close memory. “Give him a chance… We all can’t believe how much he has fallen for you. How much we have fallen for you. We don’t want to lose you because of one silly mistake… I don’t want you to leave.”
He looked into my eyes as he spoke, still holding my face. A wave washed through me as I listened to his words. As they filled me with emotions I couldn’t feel five minutes ago.
“So what do you say, we go back to the hotel.” He said hopeful.
I smiled and nodded.
He returned with a brilliant smile and kissed my cheek, lingering there is lips brushing along jaw. I turned my head slowly to his and looked into his eyes. Electricity between us.
I planted my lips on his uncontrollably. He placed his hand on the back of my neck and pushed me closer. I moved myself onto his lap, allowing his hands to roam. I felt that feeling of lust throbbing in me as his hands pushed up my dress and played with the hem of my lengerie.
“Touch me John” I begged. Yearning for his hands, his lips…”
I felt him growing beneath me. I grinded against him, moaning from the friction. He groaned in unison, his eyes rolling back in his head.
He sighed heavily and pulled away a little. “We can’t do this.”
I sat there shocked but then thought of Jimmy and understood. I loved Jimmy with all of my being. My hormones were raging and my heart was sick. Jonesy was a victim of me.
“I’m so sorry.” I said quickly getting off of him.
He inhaled deeply clenching his fists and closing his eyes. He shook his head laughed darkly. “You are so attractive. I want you… Too much. Oh christ.” He sighed. Then pushed the button to speak to the driver. “Take us back to the hotel.”
I walked down the stairs with suitcases, tripping over myself several times in my ridiculous stupor. Just as I got to the bottom step I caught a flashing glimpse of Jimmy running to the elevator. My heart jumped in my chest and the lump in my throat grew bigger and more tears fell from my eyes like rain from the dark clouds, lingering in the angered sky.
When the doors closed I inhaled deeply and continued along the floor to the big doors of the exit. Just as I stepped out Jonesy hopped out of a car. He looked down at the suitcases gripped in my hands then back up to me with creased eyebrows.
“Oh Jade don’t do this. Don’t leave.” He said quickly stepping toward me. “Is Jimmy here? Did you talk to him?”
“I saw him going to the elevator.” I managed.
He lifted his hand to wipe the tears from cheek. “Love he didn’t mean it.”
I looked down to the groud and sighed.
“Come on.” He nodded to the car. He grabbed my bags and placed the in the trunk then guided me onto the leather seat. “Take us around the block for a little.” He said to the driver then clased the door for privacy.
“I thought you werent coming to the show.” He wondered aloud.
“I was bored, a little randy.” I laughed one hard laugh.
“Well that’s quite the outfit to wear for such an occassion.” He smiled crookedly nodding down at the atire. “I can barely resist.”
I smiled. He was always so good with words. Always knew what to say.
“I know you don’t want to leave. But I also know you deserve better than this. Its a hard life. Not just for us but for you.” He brushed my cheek with the back of his hand. “We all love you, you know. You are the most amazing girl we have seen Jimmy with. He was lost tonight. Could barely play he was so consumed by the whole situation. I thought he was going to just stop and leave.” He paused looking astonished at the close memory. “Give him a chance… We all can’t believe how much he has fallen for you. How much we have fallen for you. We don’t want to lose you because of one silly mistake… I don’t want you to leave.”
He looked into my eyes as he spoke, still holding my face. A wave washed through me as I listened to his words. As they filled me with emotions I couldn’t feel five minutes ago.
“So what do you say, we go back to the hotel.” He said hopeful.
I smiled and nodded.
He returned with a brilliant smile and kissed my cheek, lingering there is lips brushing along jaw. I turned my head slowly to his and looked into his eyes. Electricity between us.
I planted my lips on his uncontrollably. He placed his hand on the back of my neck and pushed me closer. I moved myself onto his lap, allowing his hands to roam. I felt that feeling of lust throbbing in me as his hands pushed up my dress and played with the hem of my lengerie.
“Touch me John” I begged. Yearning for his hands, his lips…”
I felt him growing beneath me. I grinded against him, moaning from the friction. He groaned in unison, his eyes rolling back in his head.
He sighed heavily and pulled away a little. “We can’t do this.”
I sat there shocked but then thought of Jimmy and understood. I loved Jimmy with all of my being. My hormones were raging and my heart was sick. Jonesy was a victim of me.
“I’m so sorry.” I said quickly getting off of him.
He inhaled deeply clenching his fists and closing his eyes. He shook his head laughed darkly. “You are so attractive. I want you… Too much. Oh christ.” He sighed. Then pushed the button to speak to the driver. “Take us back to the hotel.”
I knew it was wrong. Not just because it would be awful to do to Jimmy… two wrongs don’t make a right… but it would only hurt Jonesy in the end. I was attracted to him, that’s for sure but I was worked up from the sexual tension and frustration that had mustered in me earlier and the aching in my heart from what I had seen backstage. Throwing myself at another man was only natural for a heart sick woman.
The driver dropped us off at the hotel, Jonesy grabbed my things from the trunk and wordlessly brought me back to the suite.
He raised his eyebrows at me to continue, to enter. When I stood there motionless, he put the suitcases down and knocked lightly on the door.
The driver dropped us off at the hotel, Jonesy grabbed my things from the trunk and wordlessly brought me back to the suite.
He raised his eyebrows at me to continue, to enter. When I stood there motionless, he put the suitcases down and knocked lightly on the door.
I heard movement on the carpet like a shuffle then the click of the door knob. It opened slowly and out emerged Peter looking stressed as ever.
“Oh thank the bloody god, child.” He sighed in relief, looking at me. “The damn bloke’s a mess. Where did ya go. He said he came back and you and your things were gone.” He looked down at my bags in front of Jonesy.
“She almost made a clean escape.” Jonesy said darkly.
“Well come on then. Your not going anywhere. We like you too much.” Peter said wrapping his arm around my shoulder. He led me into the front room of the suite and set my things down. “He’s in the bedroom… I know he’s wanker love, but just give him a chance to make it up.”
He left the suite without another word. I took a deep breath and entered the room.
There on the floor in front of the bed sat a somber looking Jimmy still in his concert outfit, tears running down his cheeks, a bottle of Jack clenched in his left hand and the necklace he had bought me in his right hand. He took a big swig from the bottle, making a face as it went down.
I cleared my throat and he quickly looked up. His eyes went wide and he looked from me to the bottle than back to me. He put it down and quickly rose, striding to me. He put his hands on either sides of my face and blinked, more tears escaping his sad green eyes.
“I am so sorry.” He breathed, the smell of booze nearly buzzing me. “It didn’t mean anything. I swear…. I can’t begin to tell you how sorry and ashamed I am. I’m an idiot an ass. Please don’t leave me. I’ll do anything to keep you.”
A tear escaped my eye at the sight of him in this state. I love him and Jonesy was right. I don’t want to leave. But I felt used, betrayed, unwanted and it hurt. I took another deep breath and tried to find words to say.
When I didn’t say anything he wrapped his arms around me, kissing my cheek and neck, nuzzling into my hair. Holding me felt so right but I knew what I needed to hear so I pushed him lightly away.
“Anything?” I wondered, dark thoughts clouding my hazy mind.
“Anything.” He breathed. “Anything you want baby.”
“Beg.” I demanded.
“Beg?” He repeated.
“Yes. Beg for forgiveness. Show me how much you want me.”
He bent his head to kiss me but I shifted my head back slightly, raising an eyebrow at him, demanding my request with a look.
He took a deep breath and smiled slightly. He opened his mouth to speak but I quickly interrupted.
“On your knees.” I commanded.
He cocked his eyebrow slightly, sighed and did as he was told, going down on his knees and placing his hands on my hips.
“Love please please forgive me. She meant nothing, she IS nothing to me. You are my everything. I would give my entire soul to have you in my arms always.” He paused and closed his eyes tightly and cleared his throat. “I love you… more than words can describe. Fuck, when I try to find the words, my mind gets jumbled, like its melting and my heart feels like its swelling from trying to contain itself from jumping out of my chest…. I am on my knees literally begging for your forgiveness. For you to give me another chance. I know I don’t deserve it for what I’ve done. Not that I deserved such a woman like you to begin with. And I wont blame you, if you choose to leave… I drank and let my senses go. Even in that dressing room with that girl, I felt ashamed of myself, thinking about you was the only way I could get myself… Well working… I’m such a fool.” He shook his head, looking to the side of the room. He looked up at me, his green eyes shimmering and glistening in the pale light as more tears filled the his deep pools. “Don’t leave me love.” He begged.
I felt the lump reforming in my throat at the sight of his honesty. I got down on my knees infront of him and took his face in my hands. We searched eachothers eyes for what seemed like a century, tears falling in the silence as our stares embedded into eachother and cast a fire between our hearts and souls.
“I’m sorry.” He finally whispered. “A thousand times sorry.”
I leaned into him gently kissing his potent lips and pulling back.
“You drive me insane Jimmy Page.” I smiled, feeling the last tears escaping the haven of my eyes.
He smiled, knowing he was forgiven.
I leaned back in to kiss him. He smiled wider against me then pulled away. “Come to the bed.” He pulled me up with him and led me toward it, placing me down and picking up something from the floor. “No matter what happens or why it happens, this is yours, forever. I want you to always have this piece of my heart with yours for as long as this life lasts. I love you more than the stars can shine and I want you to know that always.” He placed the piece of gold around my neck, the coldness of the chain against my skin, sending chills through me.
I pulled him on to the bed, kissing him as he lay atop of me.
He kissed back for a moment but pulled away, his eyes glistening again. He laid on his side and pulled me to him. “Can I just hold you tonight love?” He asked, his voice catching through the last couple of words as he planted his head in the hair.
I smiled into his chest, feeling completely satisfied just being here in this bed, him holding me. In that moment our souls connecting into one, colours, words and emotions clashing into eachother creating the most beautiful feeling I have ever felt. I wanted to stay locked in his heart forever. And I was. But the thought of the car ride with Jonesy was eating at me, seeping into my thoughts as I started drifting.
“Goodnight my love. Dream sweetly.” He whispered kissing my forehead.
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“Oh thank the bloody god, child.” He sighed in relief, looking at me. “The damn bloke’s a mess. Where did ya go. He said he came back and you and your things were gone.” He looked down at my bags in front of Jonesy.
“She almost made a clean escape.” Jonesy said darkly.
“Well come on then. Your not going anywhere. We like you too much.” Peter said wrapping his arm around my shoulder. He led me into the front room of the suite and set my things down. “He’s in the bedroom… I know he’s wanker love, but just give him a chance to make it up.”
He left the suite without another word. I took a deep breath and entered the room.
There on the floor in front of the bed sat a somber looking Jimmy still in his concert outfit, tears running down his cheeks, a bottle of Jack clenched in his left hand and the necklace he had bought me in his right hand. He took a big swig from the bottle, making a face as it went down.
I cleared my throat and he quickly looked up. His eyes went wide and he looked from me to the bottle than back to me. He put it down and quickly rose, striding to me. He put his hands on either sides of my face and blinked, more tears escaping his sad green eyes.
“I am so sorry.” He breathed, the smell of booze nearly buzzing me. “It didn’t mean anything. I swear…. I can’t begin to tell you how sorry and ashamed I am. I’m an idiot an ass. Please don’t leave me. I’ll do anything to keep you.”
A tear escaped my eye at the sight of him in this state. I love him and Jonesy was right. I don’t want to leave. But I felt used, betrayed, unwanted and it hurt. I took another deep breath and tried to find words to say.
When I didn’t say anything he wrapped his arms around me, kissing my cheek and neck, nuzzling into my hair. Holding me felt so right but I knew what I needed to hear so I pushed him lightly away.
“Anything?” I wondered, dark thoughts clouding my hazy mind.
“Anything.” He breathed. “Anything you want baby.”
“Beg.” I demanded.
“Beg?” He repeated.
“Yes. Beg for forgiveness. Show me how much you want me.”
He bent his head to kiss me but I shifted my head back slightly, raising an eyebrow at him, demanding my request with a look.
He took a deep breath and smiled slightly. He opened his mouth to speak but I quickly interrupted.
“On your knees.” I commanded.
He cocked his eyebrow slightly, sighed and did as he was told, going down on his knees and placing his hands on my hips.
“Love please please forgive me. She meant nothing, she IS nothing to me. You are my everything. I would give my entire soul to have you in my arms always.” He paused and closed his eyes tightly and cleared his throat. “I love you… more than words can describe. Fuck, when I try to find the words, my mind gets jumbled, like its melting and my heart feels like its swelling from trying to contain itself from jumping out of my chest…. I am on my knees literally begging for your forgiveness. For you to give me another chance. I know I don’t deserve it for what I’ve done. Not that I deserved such a woman like you to begin with. And I wont blame you, if you choose to leave… I drank and let my senses go. Even in that dressing room with that girl, I felt ashamed of myself, thinking about you was the only way I could get myself… Well working… I’m such a fool.” He shook his head, looking to the side of the room. He looked up at me, his green eyes shimmering and glistening in the pale light as more tears filled the his deep pools. “Don’t leave me love.” He begged.
I felt the lump reforming in my throat at the sight of his honesty. I got down on my knees infront of him and took his face in my hands. We searched eachothers eyes for what seemed like a century, tears falling in the silence as our stares embedded into eachother and cast a fire between our hearts and souls.
“I’m sorry.” He finally whispered. “A thousand times sorry.”
I leaned into him gently kissing his potent lips and pulling back.
“You drive me insane Jimmy Page.” I smiled, feeling the last tears escaping the haven of my eyes.
He smiled, knowing he was forgiven.
I leaned back in to kiss him. He smiled wider against me then pulled away. “Come to the bed.” He pulled me up with him and led me toward it, placing me down and picking up something from the floor. “No matter what happens or why it happens, this is yours, forever. I want you to always have this piece of my heart with yours for as long as this life lasts. I love you more than the stars can shine and I want you to know that always.” He placed the piece of gold around my neck, the coldness of the chain against my skin, sending chills through me.
I pulled him on to the bed, kissing him as he lay atop of me.
He kissed back for a moment but pulled away, his eyes glistening again. He laid on his side and pulled me to him. “Can I just hold you tonight love?” He asked, his voice catching through the last couple of words as he planted his head in the hair.
I smiled into his chest, feeling completely satisfied just being here in this bed, him holding me. In that moment our souls connecting into one, colours, words and emotions clashing into eachother creating the most beautiful feeling I have ever felt. I wanted to stay locked in his heart forever. And I was. But the thought of the car ride with Jonesy was eating at me, seeping into my thoughts as I started drifting.
“Goodnight my love. Dream sweetly.” He whispered kissing my forehead.
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